I haven't really got much going for me but that is such a selfish a depressing attitude typical of Someone like me.
Stop it.
God, I wish I had a bit more confidence round people and didn't feel my stomach muscles Tightening every time I hear a person in the corridor outside...
...Or when the kitchen door goes when I'm in there.
I'm anti social, I'm a loner; I don't care what you want to call it .
But I do want some company sometimes; that would be good I think.
But then I suppose I would wind myself up over that.
I don't know.
I just want to feel wanted and desired. I want to feel like someone cares for me and wants to be With me.
