What is the point of me doing this?
It's a release from having to see people; I just want to hide away and be myself.
I'm so scared, I'm so sick.
I've been vomiting into an empty cereal packet. And the toilet.
If people saw me now they'd think I was mad. But I don't think I am.
This is normal for me now.
Don't know why it do this, well I do,
But I can't control it.